Kate

Hello there!

It has been hell of a month! I have never thought a month can last so long. But seriously, January was much longer than other months. I almost transfer money to pay for my rent again...Änd here comes the sad part of this story: I'm still convinced it'is January.
But. Let's start with something else. How is your 2018 going so far? All good? Same old with me, same old. I still have no fkng clue what to do with my life and I'm not sure what my dreams are. I would like to travel more, explore more, be that same crazy me as I was when I was 16, live in a beautiful house with my future dog and my partner (I hope that my current partner will stay with me for let's say... more 20 years or something, but no pressure).
The only missing part in the story of my life is chapter Me & Tons and tons of money & Where to find them (yes, it sounds like a J.K. Rowling book, but I'm pretty sure this chapter will be more absurd and crazier than Fantastic Beasts).


I got used to my new flat and living alone and it's awesome! I know some of you must think I'm freak-living alone at my age and actually loves it, it can't be normal, right? But guess what! I don't care. I am still devoted to this minimalism style and throw away stuff I don't need almost everyday. My wardrobe is getting smaller and smaller and I'm happier and happier. Nobody needs tons of clothes, because as my sister says: you love few pieces and wear them all of the time. And I completely agree.


There is also one thing I found out about myself. I don't enjoy shopping food. I drink lot of milk and cappuccinos and my consumption of milk is unbelievable. I also love fresh vegetable and fruit. So I have to go to shop often and it's definitely not my favourite thing to do, but I have to eat and drink, so I behave as an adult and I go to shop regularly.
And one last piece of information: the winter lasts so long and I'm more than ready for summer (okay, even for spring). I want Sun and hot weather and I think I should definitely live by the sea:-)

All the best,

I need to get my own place. Seriously. I said it many times before when I got mad or when I had an argument with my mom, but now I think it's time. I am an adult. I have a job. I need some privacy. On the other hand, I do not have enough money to afford to buy an apartment, which is a shame, because I have always dreamt about a huge (ok, small would be fine too) lofthouse with a terrace and of course a lovely view would be included!
Or I would like to own a house. Small maybe medium size house with a terrace (yes,I want to have a terrace no matter where I would live) and garden I would maybe take care of - but I'm not a good gardener - I need to consider this point.


So now you know my plans about living. The only question is when I will be able to afford all of this and also when I will be prapared. Let's be hones guys, living with your parents (or at least living with one of them) is totally comfortable. Ok, I cook, I clean up, I do housework and do the men job (which I am surprisingly good at), but the bills are paid (of course I do contribute) and there is always (and I mean LITERALLY always) food in the fridge.
So both living with my mom and living all alone have its pros and cons, so for now I am grateful I can stay there, but for the future I know I need to find something only for me, well, when I am thinking about it I am not home very often, so maybe I should buy my own place in the future when I figure out everything  which means I will figure out what my dream job is and what I will do with the rest of my life without spending everyday at work and instead I will be doing things I love.